NO FREE LUNCH

I always consider myself as a generous man, sometimes I am proud of this. So whenever it is, I never stand on the side of encroaching men. This is one key factor to live a significant life. However, it is one's nature to encroach on others. Sometimes it is on anything but trifles, while sometimes it is on something that affects you. For the latter, it really hurt afterwords.

The house I have lived for almost a half year since I first came to America is just an exact case. I so believed in fate that I neglected the basic analytic work. At that time, everything seemed to be ready for me, and I encroached on the convenience that did not belong to me. So smoothly, feeling at ease and justified. Then the life followed was a nightmare for me, which was apparently calm I held until I came awake, when I realized I am going to lose much more. I lost the money, the reputation, and most important of all the confidence. The wrong step I need to pay for. How high the expense will be, it is a mystery...

Fool man

It is hard to imagine how meaningless my current life is, and what even worse is I seem to get used to this kind of life. For an ambitious man that was once be, it is a great irony!

Ever I greatly expected sufficient time for my spare life I can spend freely. Now I have. Even much more than I can expect. When it really comes to me, how to schedule it becomes a problem. So many contradictions. When it comes to its nature, I need some impulses. To be more explicit, I need salary. There is one way to correct this conception. That is to work for myself. Too good to be true, and I doubt it. It is just an excuse for my boring life.

I always reluctant to change myself when I get used to one style of life. Reluctant to communicate, reluctant to study new, reluctant to fulfill my schedule even I know it is significant. All of these can not be defined as behaviors of clever man. Never to feel so confident about myself, never to be a narcissist. I am a fool...

Miky Way Battleship Returns Back

It is a great day for Real Madrid fans today. In only three days, two world greatest soccer players: Kaka and Cristiano Ronaldo come to this dream team. Kaka costs €64 million，and Cristiano Ronaldo costs ￡80 million. In such a severe financial crisis period, no other clubs but Real Madrid can give us such screams. That is why I began to love this club since I was a freshman.

Unlike most soccer fans, it is the superstars in the team that attract me in. What I enjoy most is not the game itself, but the news. To tell the truth, so far I have never watched a integral match of Real Madrid. It seems to be ironic. But it does not stop me to be a frantic fan. I like the club that can give me surprise. Not only it can win dozens of championships, but also it should be the club that most players are dreaming of. It can buy the hottest player in the world, no matter how high the price is...Let us remember the name: Florentino Perez!

Her birthday

Yesterday, it began the summer semester. One month has passed. It has ever been so many times that I made up my mind to divert from my dark life. It was great yesterday. I studied the whole daytime, while at night, I enjoyed the TV play. What a full life.

As I was so excited yesterday that I slept very hard at night, just like to welcome a holiday. To tell the truth, I never expect someone's birthday like this. I should go on my continuous work plan, but I change my schedule. All are for a phone call on eleven o'clock. When I hurriedly returned back from the lab, unexpectedly the door was locked. It really drove me crazy at that time. I really do not want to miss the first time. Regardless of my normal behavior, I rode to borrow a phone call to my roommate, but no one answered. Then I thought hard of where he might be. Just on my way to find him, he appeared. I picked up the keys and returned back in no time. The sweat had already been all over my body. It worked, as what I've expected.

I do not know who I am in her mind, also this is what have harassed me for a long period of time. And I still do not know how long will it last, until the day...I have a contradictory standpoint towards her. Sometimes I hold that she and me walk different way, and I do not like to get in her way. While for most of the time, I believe she is the one I can belove forever, and this is the opportunity I should never miss. I always strive for whatever, or whoever I believe in, just like Xiaoyang persists on her lottery number. From now on, I am counting the days...

Virus and Basketball

I have not kept on writing for a long time. There do exist a lot of interesting stuff that deserves my blogging. Now I return back.

My computer was attacked by a facebook virus yesterday afternoon. When I received the email from Denvil Smith, I did not perceive anything abnormal. It said that it was a wonderful radio that might involve me, and many people received it at the same time. When I opened the link, it converted to a YouTube window. But some files were needed to add on. By that time, I were still in the dark. I clicked the add-on and downloaded the files. Suddenly, my Kaspersky jumped out and warned me that it was a Trojan virus. My computer was in danger...However, I still kept on installing the virous files. How stupid! Until this moring, I received an email from Denvil, and it confirmed that a facebook virus in his computer had sent out the infected emails to us.

Last night was sweet. Gao and Ding came to ask me to play baskball in the park. Although it was about eight in the evening and I was a little reluctant to play, I went out with them. When we three people arrived at the play yard, there were no people but we three. We practicing shooting randomly. Just when we about to play the 21 points game, three local young men appeared. Then 3 vs 3 game began. Initially, when I saw their strong bodies standing in front of us, I was a little afraid to play. As the game went on, it proceeded completely opposite my afraid. They played very gentlemen, and did not use their bodies to defend us, while just shooting around the 3-point line. They left their adjustment scopes at home. Their shoot was really bad. They haven't got the right feeling. As for us, we were not tall, not strong. But Gao's feeling was great, he had a very high field-goal percentage, and so did I. I shoot several amzing balls. Not directly, but performing fakes. Great game!