Things seem to develop in the reverse way opposite to my initial belief.
Third time moving to a new apartment, least but not the last. When I first moved in, I felt homeless and uncomfortable. I've got used to one style of life. Familiar rooms, familiar people. Now I need to learn them further again. As days goes on, the living here is actually not as boring as I've expected, but something fulfilling and interesting. What makes the change? The computer games!
Usually when experiencing an great trip, people get relaxed and full of energy. While I felt kind of blankness and afraid, vacuity of with my current life and afraid of my future. So many annoyances harass me, I can't escape. Now I need breathe fresh air. There are so many beauties which I can dig to ease my current situation. It is very important to find the pace of life, doing things within schedule.
At daytime, I can do some reading work. Reading some SPE articles and reciting everyday English words, more over, I can write a blog. Then it comes my happy time. We four guys share one common hobby: playing computer games. I could say that I am good at games, from the very beginning I learn to play. But now I lack that confidence, and I lag behind. Not because of my fading interests, but I inherently believe I will addict to them. Everything has two sides. I sacrifice my game time to do what I hold of significance. In reallity, I miss the opportunity to exercise my brain, and enrich my study life. Also I could share more common topics when talking with others. I do not want to be thought as man lives a monotonous life. Besides studying, I need to learn how to play!
Third time moving to a new apartment, least but not the last. When I first moved in, I felt homeless and uncomfortable. I've got used to one style of life. Familiar rooms, familiar people. Now I need to learn them further again. As days goes on, the living here is actually not as boring as I've expected, but something fulfilling and interesting. What makes the change? The computer games!
Usually when experiencing an great trip, people get relaxed and full of energy. While I felt kind of blankness and afraid, vacuity of with my current life and afraid of my future. So many annoyances harass me, I can't escape. Now I need breathe fresh air. There are so many beauties which I can dig to ease my current situation. It is very important to find the pace of life, doing things within schedule.
At daytime, I can do some reading work. Reading some SPE articles and reciting everyday English words, more over, I can write a blog. Then it comes my happy time. We four guys share one common hobby: playing computer games. I could say that I am good at games, from the very beginning I learn to play. But now I lack that confidence, and I lag behind. Not because of my fading interests, but I inherently believe I will addict to them. Everything has two sides. I sacrifice my game time to do what I hold of significance. In reallity, I miss the opportunity to exercise my brain, and enrich my study life. Also I could share more common topics when talking with others. I do not want to be thought as man lives a monotonous life. Besides studying, I need to learn how to play!
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